Over the past several months, a fellow co worker has been telling me about this person she sees from time to time and that I might be interested in seeing her too.  Now before anyone gets very wrong ideas in their heads, this person is a Medium.

Like anyone who has lost a loved one or two in their time, curiosity and thinking outside the box, tend to take over your thoughts and you begin to wonder.  In my case with my girls, I have always been plagued with the thought of are they ok?  Were they scared?  Are they safe and happy?  I’ve wrestled with the religious aspect of this.  I know that there are those who will think of this as a “sin” or going against certain beliefs.  I can respect that, but my thoughts got the better of me and I made an appointment this past weekend.

When it was my turn, I walked into a room and there sat a nice lady at a table with a candle lit.  Around the candle were about a dozen crystals.  I also noticed that on each of her forearms, she was wearing crystal bracelets almost all the way up to her elbows.  Initial thoughts were that this was going to be a waste of time.  She invited me to sit down, place a deck of regular playing cards in front of me, and asked me to cut them.  “What, are we gonna play poker?”  I was regretting this more and more and we hadn’t even started.

She laid out about six cards face up in front of me and asked questions.  “Was I close with my grandparents?”  No, not really I told her.  I didn’t know my mothers parents and my fathers parents were gone by the time I was in fifth grade and even then I only saw them maybe once year as they lived in Florida and New York.  “Strike one,” I thought to myself.   Out come the second row of cards.  Again, about seven were laid out with Queens on either side of the row.  She paused for a moment, reached for a tissue, looked at me and said, “who are the two girls?”

I couldn’t believe it.  After a very fast scan of my body to make sure that all working parts were working and regaining any lost composure, I said that those were my two daughters.  She told me they were another side of me and are always with me.  Unbelievable!!  She told me a few more things like is one of them a bit of an instigator?  That would be Tess.  She said one looked a lot like me. That would be Katie.

She told me that they are always with me.  That why are free f any sickness and they are happy.  She also told me that I need to watch for the signs they give to communicate with me.  I do.

She went on for a little while longer and hit on a few points and missed on some others.  At the end I was allowed to ask questions.  “Are my girls ok?”  They’re perfect, she said.  What more could a father ask for?

After a little over 20 minutes we said goodbye.

I walked out of the room feeling glad that I did this.  Do I put a lot of faith in this field?  No.  Would I do this again?  I doubt it.  Do I believe that spirits are around us and helping us though this life?  Absolutely!  For me, there have been too many things happen, both great and small, that I have no explanation as to why it occurred.  So I will keep watching and looking for my butterflies and angels, seeing where they lead me, and knowing that I will see and play with them again.

That’s all for now.  Thanks for reading.

Paul